the water here stinks.

*KEYS AND ACOUSTIC*

1]
i don't know if i deserve to have you back.
i don't know if it's even fair to try.
but this burning,
is turning,
internal.
i'm burning inside,
i'm on fire!

2]
if i told you how much this all hurts me (it burns me).
if i told you just how sorry i am.
if i painted you paintings,
all blues and greys,
would it change a thing?
maybe i'll sing?

*DRUMS*

sub]
all these fallen leaves
surrounding me
but the breeze don't feel right.
falling fast asleep
yeah, i can dream
but my dreams don't feel right.

*PAUSE*

int]
i turn on the light.

*ALL*

chor]
i'm done with the lies,
i'm done with the trying to hide things (and),
i-i-i'm done with the drinking,
i'm thinking;
it's normal to know myself,
for myself.
but that's not me.

3]
i don't know if i deserve to have you back.
i'd at least have to try.
so i pull,
the wool
over your eyes.
and the wool in your eyes
makes you cry.

4]
but that taught me,
that's not me
to be that way.
and that's why i changed -
let me show you that i've changed.

brkdwn]
and i've been workin' day and night on iimprovements.
renovating all my ways to brand new.
and if you don't decide today,
don't worry.
i'll stay til you do.
til you do-do-do-do.

sub]
all these fallen leaves
surrounding me
but the breeze don't feel right.
falling fast asleep
yeah, i can dream
but my dreams don't feel right.

int]
i turn on the light.
and
i don't know if i deserve to have you back.
i'd at least have to try.
have to try.

chor]
i'm done with the lies,
i'm done with the trying to hide things (and),
i-i-i'm done with the drinking,
i'm thinking;
it's normal to know myself,
for myself.
but that's not me.

int]
so i'll do this for me,
and i'll do this to be
a better man.
so you'll
see me,
clearly.

i don't know if i deserve to have you back.
i'd at least have to try.