girl, you know. it's, it's, it's, it's Serani!
i have cold feet. not the literary kind, just the actually, cold, kind. i've been unstoppably feverish as of late. hit me some.
*insert the past week or so's antics*
i dunno - maybe i'm old fashioned. but that stuff means so fucking much to me. i think maybe because it's so rarely real. or, at least, maybe because it's yet so easy.
i've had the opportunity to span a small chunk of the globe and witness how much of it is really just pure shit. cardboard towns and plastic people. i know there is good in the world. and the amount of good people there are in this world would probably stagger me. but it's home and the feeling of fluency that i'm really getting into right now. that's my focus. and i am focused. being a better me, a better friend, a better son.. being better behaved (yes, i am all over that one, right now, too).
i guess i'm only exposed to certain constituencies around here. i guess it also means i know where my heart is. and i think it's a stronger root than i once thought. but let's not get too carried away.
lord knows i cannot wait to stand up in front of the mob and show them what the fuck they've been missing all their lives. don't get me wrong. i've never been more passionate about anything in my life. music. it consumes me. and i've got the balancing act pretty close to down. you can't work your balls off monday to friday if saturday and sunday aren't having it. and don't you forget it.
but right now? i am currently sat at my desk, having leftover dominos for breakfast. working up the energy to click "PLAY" on inception, and making a compilation for a good friend - a "dancey-drive" compilation, to be precise. but you know your boy carty gonna pop a couple spanners in the works (and also SO go' sneak a couple of his own in there)!
GET YOUR ERNIE HALTER OUT AND ON.
anyways, though they've come and gone, it's been amazing to have seen so many friendly faces recently. them warm vibes we all felt serve as a timely reminder that summer is almost here and most definitely on it's way.. there. this blog could (and probably should) have been but a few silly sentences.
just realised i haven't been wearing shoes for a pretty long while. that's probably it.
drank too much tea, gotta pee. i'm me!
